「上帝要差派天使看顧妳在你行走的路上保護你」 -- 詩篇9l
這屋內的擺設 其實都可以不要 -The furnishings can all be removed if, uh--
不用了，我想要保持原貌 -no. I would want the furnishing as they are.
瞭解 -Okay.
您預計什麼時候要？ - When would you want the house?
可以的話 就現在吧 -I'd want it immediately.
您是不是己經找了好一陣子了？ -Have you been looking long?
沒錯 -I have.
這裡己經空了好幾年 -There hasn't been anyone here for a few years.
您就是在找這樣的房子嗎？ -Is it what you are looking for?
這房間面對哪個方位？ -Which way does this room face?
這間面對的是西方 -This room faces west.
西方 -West.
這房子我要了 -I want this house.
提醒您，這份合約約期最短為一年 -It's a one year minimum contract I'm afraid.
一年，要價多少？ -A year then, how much?
一共是一萬零四百，押金八百 -Ten thousand four hundred. Eight hundred deposit.
這給你 -This is for you.
包含一切手續費用 For the paper work..
以及保密協定 ...for privacy.
你辦得到？ You can do this?
妳這是在對我面試嗎？ -Do you think this is an interview?
不是 -No.
妳還問過誰？ -Who else did you ask?
麥可史托特、尤喀姆班塔 還有亞歷山卓波爾 -Michael stotes, ukeme bantaam, Alexandra pol--
瞭解 -okay.
我們現在要去看那間房子了嗎？ -Are we going to go and look at the house?
好，我們去看那間鬼房子 -Okay. The fuckin' house.
這裡頗冷 -It's cold in here.
屋裡沒有暖氣 -There's no heating.
沒有暖氣？這樣可不行啊 -There's no heatin'? You're not selling this.
這有很重要嗎？ -It doesn't matter, does it?
妳說暖氣嗎？當然重要 -What, the heating? No.
連一台都沒有？ -You not having one?
妳已經開始了？開始淨化自己了？ -You started then? Purifyin' yourself?
是的 -Yes.
說來聽聽 -Let's hear it.
我有節制飲食 -I've followed the diet.
禁酒22週 -I've had no alcohol for 22 weeks.
過著無性生活 -I've abstained from sex.
完全禁慾？連自慰也沒有嗎？ -All sex? Masturbation as well?
完全禁慾 -All sex.
要堅持超過一個月 還真有點難度，對吧？ -Yeah, it gets tricky after a month, don't it?
節食的部份呢？ -And the diet?
在過去的27天裡，我只在晚上進食 -The last 27 days I have only eaten between dusk and dawn.
接下來的3天，我會完全禁食 For the next three days, I'll fast completely.
妳是新教徒還是天主教徒？ -Are you protestant or catholic?
天主教 -I'm catholic.
天主教，那麼儀式本身呢？ -Catholic. And the rite?
這是亞伯拉梅林之書 妳可真不是在開玩笑 The abramelin. You're not fuckin' about.
當然不是 -No.
我以前做過三次 -I've done this three times.
只有一次成功，另外兩次 亳無效果 Once it worked, twice it didn't.
亳無效果？ -It didn't?
那時候 年紀還小 -Well I was younger
也得找到對的人才行 -you've got to have the right person.
為什麼要做這個？ -Why?
為了愛 -For love.
為了愛
我愛的人 不再愛我了 -I love someone, they don't love me anymore.
所以呢？ -Well?
所以什麼？ -Well what?
你要幫我嗎？ -Are you going to do it?
不了 -No.
為什麼？ -Why?
這房子不合適 -House isn't right.
這間房子 一點問題也沒有 -There's nothing wrong with this house.
完全符合你的要求，你說你會… -It is everything you asked for. You agreed that--
我只說 我會來看看這間房子 -the only thing I agreed to was to look at the house.
現在房子看過了，該給的錢還是要給 -And I did and I want my money.
但我已經付出了這一切 -But I've done everything.
把錢給我，我要回倫敦了 -Just give me my money. I wanna get back to London.
聽我說，這是… -Listen, this is--
把錢拿來 -just give it to me.
妳自己就辦得到，不需要有我在 -You can do it by yourself, you don't need me.
亂講 -That's rubbish.
明明就要懂程序的人 在旁協助 -You need someone there, someone who knows the procedure.
誰說的？麥可史托特？ -Who told you that, Michael stotes?
像妳們這種小女孩的腦子還真是有洞 -You girls, you stupid, little posh girls.
堂堂亞伯拉梅林之書 竟是拿來處理這種小情小愛 -Abramelin procedure just to force love.
殺雞焉用牛刀啊 -It's like getting titian to decorate a cake.
我很愛這個人 -I love this person.
放生他吧 就隨便去上個什麼約會網站 不就好了 -Get over him, just go on a fucking dating website or something.
你不懂 -You don't understand.
對…我跟本…他媽的沒愛過誰 -No, I don't. Fuckin' love.
等我回到家，一定要來份炸魚搭薯塊 -I'm gonna have fish and chips when I get home that's what I fancy.
來這邊 根本是浪費時間 -Waste of fucking time comin' here.
我給你七千 -I'll pay you 70,000.
算了吧 -Doesn't matter.
八千，我就只剩下這些錢了 -Eighty, it's all I've got.
妳根本沒在聽我講話 -You're not fuckin' listenin'.
我的小孩死了 -My child died.
我失去了他 -I lost my child.
這一切 都是我的錯 -He was taken from me and it was my fault.
我要再聽一次他的聲音 -I have to hear his voice again.
我要跟他說說話 -I need to speak to him.
跟妳死去的小孩說話？ -Talk to your dead child?
這倒是個值得早起準備儀式的事 -That might be something worth getting up in the morning for.
妳為何要說謊？ -Why did you lie?
我想說 這會不會太超過了 -I thought it would be too much.
妳現在說的 是真話嗎？ -Is it the truth?
這很重要 -That's important.
絕無虛假 -It is.
不管你要什麼，但說無妨 -You get to ask for what you want too.
這件事 在妳心中的份量有多少？ -How much do you want it?
世間的任何事 都比不上 -More than anything.
我要一間裡面有床的房間 -I'm havin' the bedroom with the bed in it.
妳負責煮飯及清掃環境 -You will cook and clean.
妳知道 我們接下來要做什麼麼嗎？ You do know what we're takin' on?
知道 -Yes.
妳明白 這會有多大的危險嗎？ -And you know the dangers?
我明白 -I do.
千萬馬虎不得 -This is a serious undertakin'.
這可不是什麼靈魂出竅或是召喚符咒 -It's not fuckin' astral projection or runes.
我們得處處小心謹慎 -This is real stuff we're playing with.
天使也好，惡魔也罷，都是來真的 -Real angels, real demons.
這些我都知道 -I know this.
網路上都只會扯說什麼「心理作用」 -You read cunts on the Internet sayin' it's just mental states.
把守護天使當成是崇高自我的投射 -That your, that your guardian angel is your higher self.
全都是心理障礙 -Psychobabble bollocks.
妳接下來 會有好幾天無法睡覺及進食 -You'll go for days without sleep, fastin'
整個過程目當累人，還有交合儀式 -backbreaking rites, ritual sex.
妳會被逼到崩潰邊緣 -You'll be at the very edge.
親愛的，妳真的都準備好了嗎？ -You, uh, ready for all that, darlin'?
準備好了 -I am.
我有讀卡巴拉書 -I've read up on the kabbalah.
妳該不會認為這跟生命樹有關吧？ -You don't think this is the tree of sephiroth?
這一點關係也沒有 'Cause, 'cause it's not. -Um..
妳從網路上找到一堆亂七八糟的資料 -You've been looking shit up on the Internet.
錯了，這是屬靈知派 -No, this is gnosticism.
有人跟我說這是以卡巴拉書為基礎 -I was told it was based on the kabbalah.
卡巴拉書 可以說是一切的準則 -It's there as grammar. A structure.
是探索上帝意旨的途徑 -The kabbalah's an exploration of god.
但我們要做的還比這個要闇黑許多 -We're doing something much darker.
鹽、粉筆、顏料、毛刷、三吋釘、五吋釘、膠帶 -"Salt, chalk, paint, paint brushes, three inches five inches, tape
白色膠帶、綠色膠帶、扁圓蠟燭 -white masking tape, green masking tape, tee lights, candles."
食物需要有4個月份的肉？ -Food. Four months supply of meat?
至少要6個月，最好是8個月份 -Six months minimum, maybe eight.
一旦開始了，我們就不會離開這裡 -Once this starts there's no leavin'.
我得找個可以用電腦的地方 -I need to get to, uh, an Internet cafe, to a computer.
我之前住的旅館裡面有 -There's one in the hotel i was staying in.
我的生活困苦，酗酒又磕藥 -I lead a hard life, i abuse alcohol. I'm dt'ing.
我得在我們開始之前 -I just need to get it out of my system
把這些負能量排解掉 -before we start.
嗑藥？ -Dt'ing?
我有時候 會需要它來恢復心靈祥和 -Yeah, I use it sometimes. It's an altered state for the horror.
你真的沒問題嗎？ -Will you be alright?
我的藥癮還很輕，只要戒掉就沒事了 -It's just mild. I just need to shake it off.
你真的可以嗎？ -You are going to be able to do this?
我的天哪！ -Oh, for Christ's sake!
你還好嗎？ -Are you okay?
我不用妳來幫我 -I don't need your help.
蘇菲亞，真是太好了 -Sophia. Oh, thank god.
妳有跟他說過 那間精神病院嗎？ -Have you told him about the psychiatric hospital?
我好多了 -I'm better.
妳現在還很脆弱 -You're vulnerable.
一點也不 -No, I'm not.
什麼事情都不做 才真叫我受不了 -It was not doing anything, that's what made me ill.
我已經開始 在做些什麼了 -I am doing something.
這根本是黑魔法，這不合… -This stuff is black, it's against--
妳現在倒相信了？ -so you believe it now?
我只信上帝 -I believe in god.
妳這話是什麼意思？ -What's that suppose to mean?
妳有遵上帝意旨而行嗎？ -Is this something godly?
要是換成小洛蒂出了事 -Imagine it was lottie.
妳會怎麼做？ -What would you do?
話不是這樣說 -Not this.
放下這一切，一點錯也沒有 -There's nothing wrong with walking away from all of this.
孩子們 很想念妳，他們都想見妳 -The kids miss you, they want to see you.
回家吧，我們會好好照顧妳 -Come home. We'll look after you.
照顧我？妳是要當我的保姆嗎？ -You're going to look after me? My baby sister?
別這樣 -Don't be like that.
這就是妳家跟我家之間的差別 -You see that's the difference between your home and mine.
小蘇 -Soph.
妳有兩個孩子 -You have two children.
兩個 他媽的健康活潑的孩子 -Two healthy fucking children.
我只有一個補不起來的洞 -I have a hole.
告訴我 上帝在哪裡啊？ -And tell me where is god?
祂的正直良善何在？ -Where is his goodness?
蘇菲亞… -Sophia..
我就是要去做，不管… -I am going to do this. It doesn't matter--
對不起… -I'm sorry.
不管這是對 還是錯 -It doesn't matter if it's right or wrong.
妳最好離我遠一點 -You're going to keep away from me.
別想插手 -Stay away.
這樣夠清楚了嗎？ -Is that understood?
都完成了嗎？ -Are you done?
是的 -Yeah.
妳的法文程度還不錯吧？
還行，我法文講得挺流利
妳德語說得如何？
我會講一些
妳剛剛有說謊嗎？ -Did you just lie?
沒有 -No.
聽著 -Look.
妳會說德文嗎？ -Do you speak German?
至少詞能達意 -I can make myself understood.
話講一半，等於還是在說謊 -A half truth is a lie.
我沒說謊， 我真的會講德文 -I didn't lie. I speak German
這跟我亳無關係 -I didn't cause that.
每件事 都有其因果關連 -Everything has consequences in this.
這不是我造成的 -I didn't cause that.
一切都得純無瑕 -This has to be pure.
不只是妳的意圖，還有妳內在的動機 -Not just your intention, but your drive.
這可能會就此鑄成大錯 -It can go so wrong.
一定總是會有些問題在 -There was always gonna be something.
德文不好，我會幫妳 -I'll help you with your German.
妳老實跟我說就是了 -You just had to say.
在閉關之前，我們明天先出去走一走 -Go for a walk tomorrow before we're sealed in, eh.
接下來 妳會有好幾個月足不出戶 -It's gonna be months before you see this again.
瞭解 -Okay.
那你呢？ -What about you?
我？我還好 -Me? I'll be alright.
妳現在要反悔 還來得及 -This is your last chance to back out.
一旦我完成靈圈 -Once I complete this circle
在儀式結束前 都不能離開 -no one can leave till the invocation's done.
不管是食物不夠、有緊急狀況 -Not for food, not for emergency,
還是有任何事 -not for anythin'.
完成它吧 -Seal it.
天哪！
妳還賴在床上幹什麼！ -What the fuck are you doing in bed?
對不起，抱歉，我睡過頭了，對不起 -I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I -- I slept in, I'm sorry.
我才不管妳怎樣，快到樓下 -I don't give a toss. Downstairs!
闇魔方陣… -So magic squares.
基本上 就是一個把文字跟一連串數字 填入之後 -Essentially a grid where you make word and number sequences
上下左右對角線加總都一樣的方格 -that add up to one whole, backwards forwards, diagonally, et cetera.
用來改變… -And used to change a state.
別用那種眼神看著我 -Don't look at me like that.
索羅門先生，我不是在質疑你 -Mr. Solomon, I'm not questioning you
只是要提醒你 是誰付錢請你來 -but let's just remember who's paying for this.
我才不管是誰付的錢 -I don't give a fuck about who's payin' who.
錢對我來說 根本不重要 -I don't give a fuck about the money!
八千是一筆大數目 -Eighty thousand pounds is a lot of money.
妳知道 該怎麼進行儀式嗎？ -Do you know the ritual?
還是 我乾脆就放妳一個人去做？ -Shall I leave you to do it?
妳沒資格 跟我吵這個！ -You will not argue back!
我正在一步步 達成妳的心願 -I'm givin' you what you want.
我看到妳眼中 猛烈燃燒的慾望 -I see it burn in your fuckin' eyes.
妳答應過我，我說什麼 妳就做什麼 -You agreed to do whatever I said. I asked you.
我知道，我只是… -I know. I was just--
妳昨天 還有機會可以反悔 -you had the chance to back out yesterday.
現在 這間房子已經出不去了 -But the house has been sealed.
我沒有要反悔的意思 -I'm not backing out.
那妳現在 這是什麼意思？ -Well, what are you doin'?
我只是想讓儀式成功 -I just want this to work.
換成妳這位大小姐來做，會成功嗎？ -And it's gonna work with posh little you in charge?
不會 -No.
把這個吃下去 -Eat this.
這有毒 -It's a toadstool.
妳到底有沒有把話聽進去？ -Have you been listenin'? Take it.
吃下去，進行儀式 -Do the ritual.
跟妳的守護天使說話 -Talk to your guardian angel.
跟妳的的孩子說話 -Talk to your child.
很好 -Good.
這會有什麼效果？ -What will it do?
妳現在已經透過儀式 淨化了心靈 -You've been cleansed ritually
接下來 就是要潔淨妳的身體 -you're gonna be cleansed physically.
過程會很痛苦嗎？ -Is it going to be horrible?
沒錯 -Yep.
靈圈本身就充滿著矛盾 -The circle is a paradox.
沒有開始 也沒有結束 -No beginning and no end
但會將人困住 -but bounded.
在每一個靈圈當中會有四個必經階段 -In each circle there are four essential phases.
我們供奉著靈圈 -We consecrate the circles, open the chamber
以闇魔方陣開啟門扉，然後穿過去 -with the magic squares, pass through.
五道靈圈分屬 五矛重元素 、 五處靈土戌 -Five circles, five elements, five realms.
亞伯拉梅林之書基本上就是旅遊手冊 -Now, the abramelin is essentially a journey.
這比喻很爛，但也找不到更好的說法 -That's a, that's a poor metaphor. That is, but it will do for now.
這道靈圈 為果之靈域，屬木 -This circle, this is the chamber of effect. Element of wood
我們將肉身 封存於此以避免遭受災厄 -where we seal our vessel from the world, make it safe against attack.
這一道是歌之靈域 -This one, the chamber of the song.
我們自此 前往虛無，踏上旅程 -We push off into the void, on our journey.
屬性為火 -Element of fire.
闇黑靈域… -The blackness.
無邊無際，我們在此 沒入深淵… -The boundless, where we sink into the abyss.
形之靈域…由土、金與水 輪轉成圈 -The tangible. Earth, metal, water. The cycle.
正中央這一道靈圈 沒有名字 -Now this middle circle, this is nameless.
這就是妳的守護天使會出現的地方 -This is where your angel will appear.
妳問妳的事，我也會問我的 -You will ask your favor and I will ask mine.
我的天使 什麼時候會出現？ -When will my angel appear?
我們在每一道靈圈之中都會召喚天使 -Well, we'll be invoking the angel at every circle
祂的力量會隨著每次召喚 更加壯大 -but each time we move on, it will grow more powerful.
這個世界 會跟其他的世界融合在一起 -This world will be merged with other worlds,
在其他世界的靈體就會聽見我們 -others will hear.
天使何時會出現？ -When will the angel appear?
過程中 隨時都有可能出現 -It can appear at any time from the first invocation.
很可能 會是在第四或第五個靈圈 -Most likely fourth or fifth circle.
三角形 代表著「3」這個神聖號碼 -Triangle represents the divine order, three.
唯有三位一體的上帝可主宰這一切 -A whole, divisible only by one, the Trinity.
這能讓妳找回專注力，平靜心中紛擾 -It's where you gain focus. Stop you going mad.
這是個充滿衰敗、死亡和暴力的世界 -This is the world of decay of death, brute fact.
方陣大小為2乘以2 -The square represents its form, the number four
即「4」這個完美數字 -square of two, a perfect number.
這房間是妳的動力來源及一切基礎 -This room is your urges, your baseness.
妳會在這裡 得到鋼鐵般的意志 -It is where you will gain your steel.
把它折斷 -Break it.
這個片語 有何效用？ -What does that phrase do?
這是轉折用語 -It's a transitional.
沒錯，這要放在什麼跟什麼之間？ -It is, what does it transfer?
受詞跟主詞，或是主詞跟謂語 -Object to subject or subject to predicate.
很好，這些都要牢牢記住了 -Good, now get the symbols tighter.
感受它的重量和不為所動 -Feel its mass, its unmoving.
戚受它的冷酷及靜止不動 -Feel its coolness, its stillness.
抓到感覺了嗎？不要說話 -Did you get to the loo? No talking.
接下來的兩天 -For the next two days
我要讓這間房子 跟外界斷開連結 -I'm gonna unshackle the house from the world.
妳絕對不能離開靈圈 -You mustn't leave the circle.
不准進食，不准飲水 -No food, no water.
專注在我給妳的石頭上，全心投入 -Focus on the stones I've given you.
把痛苦跟不適 全往肚裡吞 -Fall into it. Swallow the pain and discomfort.
第三天早上，我們會解除飲食禁令 -On the third mornin' we will break for water and food.
然後 我們會到後面那兩間房間 -Then we'll do the same thing
再重複一次流程 -in the back two rooms.
一共六天 -Six days.
我去啟動方陣 -I'll start squares.
願我的一生罪孽 就此洗淨 -And may all my transgressions be washed.
讓我成為貞潔純淨之身 -And make me chaste and pure.
願聖光在此降臨，指引我，保護我 -May my light be here now. Guiding me, protecting me.
願我的一生罪孽 就此洗淨 -And may all my transgressions be washed. Transgressions be washed.
讓我成為貞潔純淨之身 -And make me chaste and pure. Chaste and pure.
保護我 -Protecting me.
願聖光在此降臨 -May my light be here now.
指引我，保護我 -Guiding me. Protecting me.
願我的一生罪孽 就此洗淨 -And may all my transgressions be washed.
讓我成為貞潔純淨之身 -And make me chaste and pure. Chaste and pure.
下雨了 -It's raining.
外界變化與我們無關 -Outside's an irrelevance.
妳有聽到狗叫聲嗎？ -Have you been hearin' the dog?
狗叫聲？ -The dog?
對啊，晚上有隻狗 叫個不停 -Yeah, there's a dog that barks at night.
沒有 -No.
也許吧 -Maybe.
我們什麼時候才會知道 開始了沒有？ -When are we going to know that it's started?
什麼開始了沒有？ -What do you mean?
我們要怎麼知道 -Well, how do we know
這個儀式 開始發揮效用了？ -that something's happening? That it's working?
而不是… -That it's not--
就這是 我提到那隻狗的緣故 -that's why I was thinking about the dog.
我們周邊 一片荒蕪 -We're miles from anywhere.
狗？ -A dog?
該死 -Shit.
開始了 -It's begun.
你說什麼？ -What?
這是徵兆 -It's a sign.
共時現象，那就是開始的徵兆 -Synchronicity, that's a sign, that it's beginning.
這就是了？ -That's it?
就是這樣開始的 -That's how it starts.
就只是一隻鳥 撞上窗戶 -It's just a bird hitting against the window.
一隻黑鳥 -A black bird.
我沒看到是怎樣的鳥 -I can't see.
就是一隻黑鳥，不用懷疑 -It was black. It was.
靈圈術法 真是該死地難以駕馭 -The circles are fuckin' hard to master.
每一道 都要花上好幾週的工夫 -Each one will take weeks.
這所有其他的儀式 都跟妳有關 -All the other rituals are about you.
意識轉移、召喚亡靈、純淨心靈 -The shifting consciousness. Becoming one with the ceremony. Pure.
看著我，看著我 -Look at me. Look at me.
這都是真的，專心看著我 -This is real. Focus on me.
我要睡覺 -I need sleep.
還不型 -Not yet.
這是儀式的一部分 -It's part of the ritual.
我的字典裡 沒有寬恕這兩個字 -I don't do forgiveness.
我在剛開始的時候是怎樣跟妳說的？ -What the fuck did I say at the beginning?
你有辦法解決其他事情 -You've worked around other things.
你就不能幫忙解決這一件嗎？ -Can you work around this?
是可以，但這會讓日子更難過 -Yeah, but it'll make life hard.
我就是無法寬恕 -I don't do forgiveness.
我知道 該怎麼辦了 -I know a way around.
把這個喝下去 -Drink it.
但是… -But..
以血獻祭，這是妳的選擇 -Blood sacrifice, this is your choice.
血液會傳染疾病，比如說肝炎 -There are diseases. Hepatitis.
我可以喝自己的血嗎？ -Can I do mine?
不行，快喝 -No! Drink it!
再不喝，血就要凝固了 -Look, it's starting to congeal!
很好，吞下去 -Good. Swallow it.
別吐出來，全都吞下去 -Don't throw it up. Keep it down.
全部給我吞下去！ -Keep it down!
快喝 -Drink it.
以血獻祭，這是妳的選擇 -It's a blood sacrifice, this is your choice.
可是我剛剛喝過了 -But I did.
不行，快喝 -No! Drink it!
再不喝，血就要凝固了 -Look, it's starting to congeal!
幹嘛要問？這問題 有很困擾妳嗎？ -Why do you ask? Does this, uh, question bother you?
這其實 算是本體論的範疇了 -It's actually a bit of an ontological issue.
你知道 我想說什麼 -You know what I mean.
我會說不是 -I would say no.
我們並沒有要傷害任何人 -We're not trying to hurt anyone
但這的確是見不得天日的事 -but we're doing dark things.
你會用闇黑法術嗎？ -And would you do black magic?
到了遊樂園 卻什麼也不玩 世上沒這種道理 -There's no point in going to the fair ground
你有看到很多嗎？ -if you don't go on any of the rides. Have you seen much?
我有看到一些，我看過神跟惡魔 -I've seen things. I've seen gods, demons.
我有要神 讓我財源廣進 -I like gods rain silver on me.
還有那些亡靈跟遭受天譴的人 -And the dead and the damned.
我們大多數人 都會遭受天譴，妳懂的 -Most of us are damned, you know.
你有見過讓你驚魂未定的東西嘛？ -Have you seen anything that scared you?
每次經驗 都會讓我驚魂未定 -It all scares me.
這就是重點所在嗎？ -Is that the point?
不是，重點在於去瞭解 -No, the point is to know.
就是他媽的去「瞭解」 -To fucking know.
去看清楚其結構及登頂之法 -And to see the architecture and the levers to climb the mountain
力量的頂峰？ -Power?
知識的頂峰 -Knowledge.
該死，夠了，該上床睡覺了 -Fucking stop this. It's time for bed.
妳很快就會看見，到時候就知道了 -You'll see it soon enough and then you will know.
然後 妳會瞭解我所說的一切 -Then you will understand.
你沒有隨便反我的東西 對吧？ -You haven't been through my stuff for any reason, have you?
沒有 -No.
有東西不見了，那是我無法… -Something's missing. Something that I can't--
我不會去翻妳的東西 -I'm not going through your stuff.
遲早會找到的 -It'll turn up.
我聽到了 -I hear it.
那是什麼？ -What is it?
我們被盯上了 -That's us being noticed.
大概還不知道 我們是何許人也 -Probably don't know what we are yet.
你確定嗎？這可能是… -Are you sure? It could be..
怎麼回事？ -What the fuck?
我們得把靈圈弄好 -We need to seal the circle.
這可能得花一點時間 -Which is going to take a while.
那是真的嗎？ -Was that real?
從現在開始 我們得步步為營 -We have to progress very carefully from now on
每件事 都得小心謹慎 -everything tight.
我自巳一個人在海灘上 -I'm on a beach by myself.
週遭一片死寂 -Everything's dead.
我走向一處村落 -I walk towards a village
踏過我家人跟我朋友的屍體 -past the bodies of my family and friends.
我繞過一處轉角 -I turn a corner
那邊站著一位奇怪的老太太 -and there's a weird old woman standing there.
她握著我兒子傑克的手 -She's holding the hand of my son, Jack.
我看不到他的臉 -I can't see his face.
我兒子轉過身去 -He turns around..
然後 我就醒了 -...and I wake up.
這只是妳腦中 自然生成的影像 -Oh, it's just your mind working on things.
跟靈思頓悟無關 -This process is not about epiphanies.
就是在作夢罷了 -Dreams matter, mind.
這是整體架構的一部分 -And they're part of the architecture.
我是說，妳會夢到栩栩如生的夢 -I mean, you're going to get vivid dreams
還有似曾相識跟時空破碎的場景 -and deja vu, broken time.
妳想知道 我一直夢到什麼嗎？ -Do you want to know what I have
我有一台電動腳踏車 -a recurring dream about at the moment? That I own a moped.
一台什麼？ -A what?
沒錯，我有…我有一台電動腳踏車 -Yeah, that I own a, i own a moped.
在夢裡面 -That's the dream.
人總是會想一些天馬行空的事，對吧？ -You'd think in all this, wouldn't you?
真是受不了 -Fuckin' hell.
我告訴過妳，我們得這樣做 -I told you, we'd have to do it.
是這樣 沒錯 -Yeah.
我們都想讓儀式成功 -We want the ritual to work.
妳現在該不會要反悔了吧？ -You're not going to back out now are you?
不會 -No.
很好 -Good.
我們要到另一間房間去嗎？ -Do we need to go to the other room?
不用，我們在這裡做就可以了 -No. We can do it here.
梳整妳的頭髮 -Brush your hair.
我需要… -I need--
盡快 -be quick.
換上那件衣服，然後去化點妝 -Get changed into that t-shirt and put some make up on.
化妝？ -Make up?
我就只是個普通男人 -I'm just a man.
真好看 -Look at you.
你不用拿書嗎？ -Don't you need your books?
不用 -No.
但這不是儀式的一部份嗎？ -But isn't it part of--
妳知道 妳現在在幹什麼嗎？ -do you know what you're fuckin' doin'?
不知道 -No.
不知道 就給我閉嘴！ -Well, shut up then!
對不起 -Sorry.
對不起，索羅門先生 -Sorry, Mr. Solomon.
把褲子脫掉 -Take off your jeans.
現在把衣服脫掉，慢慢脫 -Now take off your t-shirt. Slowly.
把手放在內褲上，繼續 -Put your hands in your knickers.
好，把它也脫掉 -You know, go on.
好，轉過身去， -Okay, take 'em off.
跪下，給我跪下！ -Okay, turn around, bend over. K -- kneel down. Kneel down!
讓我看個清楚 -Show me.
啊…真爽 -Ah, fuck.
把衣服穿回去 -Put your clothes back on.
這根本不是什麼性愛魔法 -That wasn't sex magic.
在這該死的儀式裡沒有什麼性愛魔法 -There's no sex magic in this fuckin' ritual.
妳已經讓身體純淨了 -You've got to be pure.
我得藉此洗滌自己的思緒 -I had to get my mind.
你這個混蛋！ -You shit.
不准用這種語氣跟我講話 -Don't you fuckin' talk to me like that.
別忘了 我為妳 做了些什麼 -Don't forget what I'm doin' for you.
我去你的！ -Fuck you!
你自己舀來吃吧，我不餓 -You can serve yourself, I'm not fucking hungry.
我什麼都不知道，飢餓是為了自己好
我什麼都沒看見
我不是說過了嗎？就是得這樣做 -But I told you, didn't I? This is the way that it works.
總要過個兩三關，這就是靈圈 -It's two, three passes at it. It's a cycle,
我一開始就說過了 -i said at the beginning.
我不要再做了 -I'm not doing it again.
但是妳沒有其他選項 -But you've got no choice.
我有，我要離開這裡，這全都是狗屁 -I do. I'm going. This is shit.
這不是什麼狗屁，是的話 就好了 -It is not shit! I wish it were.
我不要再做了，我現在就要走 -I'm not doing it again. I'm fuckin' goin'.
不可以！別開門！ -No, no, no! Don't open the door!
不能跨過那條線，不然 我們都完了 -Don't cross the line, we'll be fucked.
一旦跨了過去，我們會永遠受困在這裡 -Cross the line, we'll be stuck here forever.
求求妳，妳根本還不懂… -Please, you don't.. You just don't know.
可是 什麼事情都沒發生 -But nothing's happened.
有，妳可以感受得到 -It has. You can feel it.
我保證，我會讓妳跟妳小孩講到話 -I promise you. I will let you talk to your child.
我向妳保證 -I -- I promise you that.
最好是這樣 -You better.
你最好辦得到 -You fucking better.
可是我在黑暗之中看見
你看 -Look.
這有可能是被吹進來的嗎？ -Could it have blown in?
不可能，這就是我說過的徵兆 -No. This is it. I told you.
我感覺得到，我們就快成功了 -I can feel it. We're nearly there.
我們會繼續努力去走完那七處靈域 -We'll keep pushin'. Seal the seventh chamber.
然後 我們就真的得見光明了 -Then we should really light up.
這世界 不是只有科學 對吧？ -The world isn't just science, is it?
這就是妳想證明的事？ -Is that what you're here to prove?
我不知道，可能吧 -I don't know. Possibly.
科學只能描繪最低限度的事 -Science describes the least of things.
某些最基本的部份 -The least of what somethin' is.
宗教、魔法 都在向那無窮盡的謎圍致上最高敬意 -Religion, magic.....bows to the endless in everythin', the mystery.
我找不到正確的位置 -I can't find the right bit.
我們會在第l2艘船之後進到闇黑之中 -We're in the blackness after the twelfth vessel.
今晚打算煮什麼？ -What's for tonight?
你為什麼不自己弄？ -Why don't you make it?
妳剛剛說什麼？ -What did you say?
這根本他媽的 沒有用 -It's not fucking working.
好極了，這就是妳會做的事 -Well.. Brilliant, like your style.
你就是一個愚蠢、沒用又白癡的人 -You're a stupid, vain, idiotic man.
沒用又白癡的人，我喜歡 -Vain, idiotic man. I like that.
真是太棒了，這是在… -Brilliant, that's told me--
為什麼就是成功不了？ -why the fuck isn't it working?
我不知道！ -I don't know!
我認為 這都是因為妳 -I think it's you.
你這話是什麼意思？ -What do you mean?
我覺得 妳一直沒有坦白跟我說 -I don't think you've been telling me the truth
妳為什麼要進行這場儀式 -about why you're doin' this.
我察覺得出來 -I can just sense it.
我說的 都是是實話 -I've told you the truth.
看著我 -Look at me.
這真是太離譜了，根本是在裝神弄鬼 -This is ridiculous. It's all shit.
看著我 -Look at me.
妳真的有跟我坦白一切嗎？ -Have you told me everythin'?
有 -Yes.
妳這賤貨！妳愚蠢的傢伙！ -You bitch! You stupid bitch!
去你的賤貨，快給我老實招來 -Fucking bitch! Fucking tell me.
我想要復仇 -I want vengeance.
我7歲大的孩子 -My seven-year-old child was murdered
被一群白癡搞的儀式害死 -by idiots doing a ritual.
妳對我說謊，妳這頭蠢牛 -You lied to me. You fucking, stupid cow.
要是你知道了，你還會幫我嗎？ -Would you have done it, if you'd known?
當然會！ -Yes!
我不需要妳有多正直良善 -I don't need you to be virtuous
我只需要妳有非做不可的慾望！ -I need you to be driven!
妳這白癡！妳不是在為我做這些 -You idiot! You're doing this for me!
妳才是焦點所在！妳引導著一切！ -You're the focus! You're the conduit!
我們要就此停下了嗎？ -Are we going to stop?
我們不能停！天哪 -We can't stop! Ah, jeez.
這真是太讓人火大了 -This, this, this whole fuckin' thing.
給我滾開，妳這該死的傢伙！ -Get out of my sight, you fuckin' cunt!
起來，我們有事要做 -Get up, we've got to do somethin'.
你是不是喝酒了？ -Have you been drinking?
我們得進行儀式讓妳煥然一新才行 -We've got to do a ritual. You need to be anew.
不能等到早上再做嗎？ -Can this wait till morning?
不行，現在就做，不會太久 -No, we do it now. It won't be long.
到水裡面待著 -Stand in the water.
水好冷 -It's cold.
請強健她的靈魂 -Strengthen her soul.
賀拉斯、奧斐斯、巴力神及耶穌基督 -Horace, orpheus, baal, Christ.
請強健她的靈魂 -Strengthen her soul.
賀拉斯、奧斐斯、巴力神及耶穌基督 -Horace, orpheus, baal, Christ.
我要把妳壓到水中三次 -I'm going to duck you under three times.
這就不能等到早上再做嗎？ -Can't this wait till morning?
我們得現在就做 -We need to do this.
領受這靈魂，使之得以煥然一新 -Take this soul and find it new.
讓這靈魂得以潔淨 並重獲價值 -Make this soul clean and worthy.
讓她能碰觸到虛無，那一無所有之處 -Let her touch the void, the nothin'.
願她能通過那重重阻礙
別用那個女人的眼神看著我 -Don't look like that woman,
妳才剛重獲新生 -you've just been reborn.
我得這麼做，才能讓儀式繼續進行 -Well, I had to do it to get the rite back on track.
妳現在 裡裡外外 都以潔淨無瑕了 You are now one with the rite, one with your intention, pure.
你這該死的傢伙，你差一點就要害死我 -You fucking cunt. You nearly fucking killed me.
妳已經跨過了那道界限 -You just crossed the boundary.
觸碰到永恆無垠之境 -You touched eternity, the endless.
我什麼都沒感受到 -I didn't touch fucking anything.
反正我們可以繼續下去了 -Well, we're back on track.
妳會達成復仇的心願一切都會依此而行 -You'll get your vengeance. Everything points to it.
不要再耍我了！ -Fucking make something happen.
我真的很需要這個！ -I need this!
天哪，我的天哪 -Jesus. Fucking Jesus.
我想 這就是儀式開始見效了 -I think this is, this is the ritual starting to work.
這就是代價之一 -That's the price
我得為自己傷了妳而受罪 -I've got to pay for hurting you.
該死的守護天使 -Your fuckin' guardian angel.
我們現在該怎麼辦？ -What are we going to do with this?
妳那邊有繃帶嗎？ -Have you got any bandages?
在碗櫥裡面… -In the cupboard.
去拿…還有 拿那瓶士忌過來 -Get, get -- get the whiskey.
天哪 -Shit.
我們就只有這個 -This is what we've got.
可以的，這就夠了 -Oh, that'll do. That'll do.
我們該怎麼做？ -What should we do with this?
那把刀子乾淨嗎？ -Oh, the knife, was it clean?
我不知道 -I don't know.
希望它是乾淨的 -Let's hope.
把刀拔出來，拔出來就是了 -Let's just, just pull it out.
你說什麼？ -What?
快把刀拔出來 -Just pull the fucking thing out.
天哪 -Shit.
我該怎麼辦？ -What should I do?
先…先讓我想一下 -Just, just -- just give, just give me a minute.
好，妳說妳失去了孩子，然後呢 -Okay, you, you lost your child, go on.
他被一家日間照護中心帶走 -He was taken from a day care center.
兇嫌有抓到嗎？ -Okay, is he in, is he in prison?
警方誰也找不到 -They never found anyone.
還真是辦事不力 -You mothers and your children.
三年過去了 -It was three years ago.
警方宣告結案，再也沒人記得這件事 -The case is closed, it's forgotten.
然後 妳就就找上我了 -And now you're here with me.
這並沒有你所想像的那麼怪異 -It's less weird than you think.
我以前遇過跟妳一樣與上帝決裂的人 -You're not the first person I've dealt with who's fucked off with god.
你還不瞭解我 -You don't know me.
是啊，現在該來處理傷口了 -Right, it's time to sew me up.
你說什麼？ -What?
把威士忌塗上去 -Just, just, just swab it with the whiskey.
好
對 -Okay.
真該死，繼續做就對了 Fuck. Oh, just do it.
我是教宗教學的 -I teach fucking re.
去你的，這又不是什麼腦部手術 -Oh, fuck off, it's not brain surgery.
所以 你現在要告訴我 -So are you going to tell me now
你要跟守護天使求什麼事情了嗎？ -what you're going to ask for?
隱形能力 -Invisibility.
隱形？ -Invisibility?
對，但不是妳所想的那樣 -Yeah, it's not what you think.
我想要…我就是想消失不見 -I want to, i just want to disappear.
遠離塵世 以渡過餘生 -Live the rest of my life away from the world.
我一直在等妳出現 -I've waited for you.
在暴風狂嘯之前 尋得些許寧靜 -I want some quiet before the howl.
可別以為我們之間有什麼該死的緣份 -Just don't go thinkin' this is us fucking bondin' or anythin'.
我們連朋友都稱不上，妳很清楚 -We're not pals now there, you know that.
從現在開始 就會有所變化了 -Things will start to happen now.
我會達成妳的復仇心願 -I will give you your vengeance
我向妳保證 -I promise you.
妳希望得到怎樣的復仇結果 -What do you think is going to happen when you ask for your vengeance?
他們會不得好死 -They will die a horrible death..
而且遭受天譴 -...and they will be damned.
妳該不會認為 我有參與其中吧？ -You don't think I had anything to do with it, do you?
那是一群在玩邪術的小屁孩 -It was teenagers playing with the occult.
該死的小屁孩 -Damning teenagers.
妳大可再要求多一些 -You could ask for so much more.
一些個人所需，或是改變生活之類 -You know, personal things. Transformations.
我有我自己的想法 -I'll do it my way.
反正 他們都會遭天譴就是了 -Well, they're damned anyway.
我們還真是天生一對啊？ -Aren't we a pair?
我跟你不一樣 -I'm not like you.
妳跟我很像，也許還更糟一些 -You're just like me. Maybe worse.
我根本不像你 -I am not like you.
看看妳自己 現在在哪裡吧 -Look where you are.
你還好嗎？ -How are you doing?
很好，我沒事了 -Yeah, I'm alright.
也許我們該就此結束了？ -Maybe we should stop.
不行，辦不到 -No, we can't.
但是 你現在不好 -But you're not well.
我狀況好得很！ -I'm fucking fine!
停電了 -The power's off.
我們還有蠟燭 -Well, we've got candles.
我們就努力把儀式做完吧 -Let's just...Let's just fucking try and reach the end.
要是做不完，就做到哪裡是哪裡 -If we can't, we'll, then we'll see where we are.
是第9行的第3個，還是第l2行？ -It's three in line of nine. Or is it twelve?
索羅門先生，到底是哪一個？ -Which is it, Mr. Solomon?
是9，對，我覺得是9才對 -It's nine. Yeah, I -- I --i think it's nine.
媽咪 -Mummy.
媽咪，妳在嗎？ -Mummy, please. Are you there?
你聽得到我嗎？ -Can you hear me?
救救我，我在這裡 -Help me. I'm here.
我就在這裡面，我聽得見妳 -I'm just in here. I can hear you.
這不是你 -It's not you.
是我啊 -It is.
妳不知道 這到底是什麼 -You don't know what this is.
妳現在還不明白 You don't understand yet.
這不是你，傑克 -It's not you, Jack.
我得保持安靜，那邊有一隻狗 -I've got to keep quiet, there's a dog.
這裡沒有狗 -There's no dog.
有，妳有聽過牠的叫聲 -There is, you've heard it.
在晚上的時候 -You hear it at night.
那就是一隻外面的野狗 -It's just a dog outside.
不要再講話了，牠會聽見我們 -Please, keep quiet. It might hear us.
我們在哪裡？ -Where are we?
我們在威爾斯鄉間的一棟房子裡 -We're in a house.....in the country.....in wales.
媽咪，我好想妳，我真的好想妳 -I missed you, mummy. I missed you so much.
妳有想我嗎？ -Have you missed me?
想 -Yeah.
媽咪，請妳把門打開 -Mummy, I need you to open the door.
我知道 你不是他 -I know you're not him.
拜託，媽咪，這裡有東西 -Mummy, please. Something's in here.
快開門 -Open the door.
不行 -No.
媽咪，拜託妳，牠在這裡 -Mummy, it's here. It's here.
牠就在這裡，就在我旁邊 -It's here with me.
媽咪，求求妳 -Mummy, please, please.
牠在這裡了，牠就在我旁邊了 -It's here, it's here with me.
我要走了，傑克 -I am going now, Jack.
媽咪，媽咪，牠在這裡，牠就在這裡 -Mummy! Mummy! It's here, it's here.
我絕不會把門打開！ -I am not going to open the door!
牠就在這裡了！媽咪，牠好可怕！ -It's here with me! Mummy, it's frightening.
開門！快點開門！ -Open the door! Open the door!
那不是妳的兒子 -It's not your son.
我知道，但那真的是他的聲音 -I know. But I heard his voice.
那就只是聲音罷了 -Words are just a sound.
這是我們該為心中忿怒所付出的代價 -This is the price of our rage.
去接受它，不要怕 -Embrace it, don't fear it.
這就是妳，這就是我 -It's you and it's me.
我們是一對可憐蟲 -Poor us.
越來越冷了 -It's getting colder.
現在是三月初了 -We're in early march.
我以為 已經要到五月了 -Thought we're in may.
不，我覺得 這是三月天 -No...I think it's march.
你要吃一點什麼嗎？ -Would you like something to eat?
不用了，我不餓 -No, no. Not hungry.
你要去睡一下嗎？ -Do you need to go to bed?
不用了，我得撐下去 -Eh, no. No, got to keep going.
我要堅強面對，不可屈服 -I need that steel. No surrender.
你還好嗎？ -Are you okay?
我可以 -Um -- um, uh, yeah.
好 -Okay.
我是效忠上帝的僕人 -I'm a servant.
我是一名戰士 -I'm a warrior.
你就是 -You are.
我…我…為祂奮勇殺敵 -I -- I....Shouted down his enemies.
我…沐浴在祂創造的榮光之中 -I...Gloried in his creation.
邪魔歪道都怕我 -Demons fear me.
我好想我姊姊 -I miss my sister.
天哪 -Oh, god.
上帝在這裡了嗎？ -Is god here now?
蘇菲亞，我… -Sophia...I'm..
快發動啊，真該死 -Come on. Shit.
讓誰進來都好，讓誰進來都行 -Let someone be in. Let someone be in.
讓誰在此現身 都沒關係 -Let someone be in.
不！ -No.
媽咪，快開門 -Mummy, open the door.
不行 -No.
為什麼 妳沒出現？ -Why weren't you there?
妳應該 3點半 就要來接我了 -You were meant to pick me up at 3:30.
對不起，真的很對不起 -I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
妳是不是跟那個叔叔在一起？ -Were you with that man?
我愛你 -I love you.
我好愛 好愛你 -I love you so much.
我每一天都在想你 -I miss you everyday.
你就是我的全世界 -You are my whole world.
我很抱歉 -I am so sorry.
妳是在求我原諒妳嗎？ -Are you asking me to forgive you?
不是 -No.
我要去把殺死你的人找出來 -I'm going to get your killers.
我要把他們 全都抓起來 -I'm going to get them.
他們並沒有殺死我 -They're not my killers.
我只是某個用妳兒子的聲音 -I'm just some cunt using your son's voice
想讓妳心驚膽跳的賤貨 -to make you afraid.
我知道 -I know.
對不起，對不起，我真的很抱歉 -I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
我真的很抱歉 -I am so sorry.
好美 -So beautiful.
對不起 -I'm sorry.
真的很對不起 -I'm sorry.
我想要禰幫我的忙是…就是… -The favor I want is..
讓我得以寬恕他人 -I want the power to forgive.